Is Rosie helping Jasper?

Last night I heard the Tell Bell sound 3times. (It's a dog training bell so you know when they need to go out to loo. It looks and sounds like a bell you'd find on a reception desk)
I got out of bed to go down to Jasper but then it dawned on me. Jasper was in his cage in the living room at the front of the house and Tell Bell is by the door in the kitchen at the back of the house.

I thought I must have dreamt or imagined it but then I heard it again! I was lying in bed thinking I must be going mad and then Jasper started to bark because he needed to go outside.

Was Rosie ringing the bell for him??

Development Circle

Last night at development circle I picked up on lots of little things. A hospital visit at the start of the week, a perfume bottle that someone had rediscovered recently, a musical talent... All from people I'd never met before.

I'm still being prompted to take up Reiki but I don't feel ready yet. I have booked onto a course for Chair Massage in January so I'll see how I feel after that

Does it begin with R?

I was in the phone to someone who was trying to think of another lady's last name. For some reason I felt it began with "Ro" and had an "S" towards the end.

Turned out to be "Roberts"
Spooky!

The Six Week Silence

Ok, it's been six weeks since my last post. Here's why...

The first week I was in bed with a Fibromyalgia flare up. Nothing special there really. Once I was feeling better, (the second week) I went down stairs and saw my dog, Rosie (pic one & Two below), sitting in one of her favourite places, the hall. I looked again as I hadn't heard her walk over but she wasn't there, she was still in the living room. I saw her plain as day but she was in a completely different room.

I didn't think much of it until the end of that week when Rosie died unexpectedly from heart failure. Looking back on it, she was showing me she had a strong energy.

I was heartbroken and I had such a bad day that Sunday. All I wanted to do was hug her and tell her how much I loved her. I was distraught.

That night, I had the most wonderful dream. I was outside my room on the landing and Rosie was there. She was so excited to see me and she was kicking my face like she always did. Was so happy but there was a voice in the background gently saying "You know this is a dream, don't you" and I couldn't understand why she was there looking so well when she had died.
I woke up feeling much calmer about it. I know she has died but she's still with me.

The Third week was really tough. I'd decided I wanted another dog once Rosie had gone but I thought we'd have a few more years together before I would be in a position to think about it. That week was a mixture of grief and looking for dogs! Nothing could ever replace Rosie and I wouldn't want it to either but I just couldn't live without a dog, I still had so much love to give.
Most nights that week, before I went to sleep, I saw the face of puppy with a white face and black-tipped ears. I had seen so many photos of Shih Tzu puppies for sale but not one like that so I didn't know where it was coming from. That Friday night, I saw a picture of a puppy for sale. (pic three below) I knew instantly that this was the dog I had been seeing every night. We called the breeder in Southampton only to find out he was spoken for. I was gutted but ten mins later the breeder called back to say that the other person hadn't paid a deposit for him so if we collected him by 12pm the next day and paid in full, we could have him. It felt like a sign as we'd gotten Rosie in very similar way, she was rescued and her owners has a few hours to collect her or we'd rehome her. Who am I kidding? It was definitely a sign! We drove down to Southampton the following day and brought him home. His name is Jasper :oD

Two weeks whizzed by and then I was left alone with him for a whole week while my folks were away on holiday. The middle of that week, I got up in the night for the look and I saw my Rosie poke her head out from my parents' room. (One of her many sleeping places!) she looked around, looked at me, wagged her tail (I couldn't see but her whole body wagged when she wagged her tail) and then she went back into my folks' room.
It was amazing, I knew she was still around.

So almost another couple of weeks have flown by and that's it! Jasper's growing into a cutie and Rosie has been seen by people at Development Circle so she's still around in her own way too :o)

Ghost Hunt at The Spirit House

I went to The Spirit House in Evesham again last night and what a night it was! Plenty of action on the big table, the little table walked, one lady was tipped back on her chair, the Dr's bag went mental (pulsing and flying off the table), the table in the back room went up on one leg... It was a really good night and I'm so glad I was there for it!

Zambian Woman

Here's a drawing of the woman I saw earlier. I don't have a name for her yet but I'll keep asking

Someone new?

I tried to meditate three times yesterday but it just wasn't going to happen!

Today though, I stuck on my Angel Meditation, met my Angel and then got someone new.
I saw her left forearm first. She had several thin gold bangles that took up half her forearm. Then I saw a brilliant golden yellow fabric that eventually became an African woman. She was a larger woman with a big smile. She was very confident and chatty. I could hear her talking but I couldn't catch any of the words. "Zambia" was placed in my mind and the accent was similar.

At the end when it came to getting a gift from my Angel, she put the woman's hand in mine. I'm going to try and draw her while I can still remember her!

Today's Meditation

It was a little less visual today and more sensory.
Starting with the visual, I saw a flash of my Angel's (Ismoli's) face. It was small like She was looking at me through a crowd of people. I felt (and still can) a pressure in my ears like they're on the verge of popping. It's been getting stronger since last night. I can also hear a slight hiss like white noise.

During the meditation I also felt pressure on the top of my head and in my Crown and Third Eye chakras. It isn't uncomfortable but it feels like someone doing a spiritual surgery or something.

I saw a cows head, a parrot with an envelope in its beak and a white horse with big wings that looked like it was pure light.

I saw lots of iridescence too, and "you can only see it if you're looking the right way" came to me.

Today's gift was a soft red heart that took hands to hold.

I've also had funny vision today. Almost like I'm seeing two layers at a time.

A closer pic

Now that my Angel has come closer, I've drawn another picture. She's still very fuzzy but this is the impression I get of her

Slightly spooky...

Although I didn't mention it in my last post (because it sounded like gibberish) I did get a name for my Angel. I heard something that sounded like "Isoli"

For a laugh, I googled it and discovered (to my amazement!) there is an Angel Ismoli who is a ministering Angel, Ruler of the Angels of the air operating on a Monday

Spooky!

Today's Meditation

My Angel is back! I didn't see her as clearly but she's a lot closer than before. I also saw flowers around her head and in her hair. She showed me several things.

Firstly I had a vision of a caterpillar in a cocoon than emerged as a big beautiful butterfly. "That's you" gently entered my head.

Then I saw her hands cradling a sleeping dove that radiated golden light and then saw lots of handprints. (Any ideas anyone?!)

Lastly I saw myself from above sitting in a circle of crystals meditating. (I just sit on the sofa at the moment so maybe that's a tip?!)

The guided meditation I listen to says that your Angel gives you a gift. Today, wrapped in a burgundy cloth was a large, shiny, old fashioned silver key as big as my torso. "Only you can turn the key in the lock" gently entered my head.

Surely I can't imagine ALL of that, can I?

Where is she?

I'm a little worried, I haven't seen my Angel since Wednesday. She was with me at Development Circle because she was seen by others and I heard her call my name on Friday but I've had nothing since then. She was starting to come closer so maybe she's too close for me to see. I feel lie I've taken several steps back. 

I heard my name!

I've always heard voices as I drift off to sleep. Usually the words are short and I can't really make them out.
On Friday, I was struggling to sleep so I asked my Angel to contact me and she gently said "Helen"
My eyes shot open in shock then I peacefully drifted off to sleep :o)

I see something

I went on holiday the last week of July and did a lot of meditation. After a few days, I started to see something. At first I thought it was a butterfly, then possibly a fairy but eventually I saw this

Once I'd drawn her, I could close my eyes and she would be there. She even stared coming closer!