Long time no see

It's been along time since I had a good meditation. Once I got out of the habit it was harder and harder to relax let along see anything.
I tried again yesterday and practically begged for a sign or vision so I would know I wasn't imagining things and that there were higher beings looking out for me. I did my usual Angel Meditation and as Ismoli left me, I could see a person wearing a dark hat looking and pointing to my disappearing Angel.

I have just completed the same meditation this afternoon. Even before I had gotten into it, I could see Ismoli standing behind me while I was seated. I felt it had something to do with Reiki 1 I have next month. A sign of approval perhaps?
A horse was very dominant for a long time. I asked for a name and got "Erik". I saw the name, so I know it had a "K". He was dancing beautifully around my vision, mane flowing elegantly.
After a while, I saw another hat. This time it felt like a Nazi patrolling the edge of my vision looking out. Hands clasped behind him. I had it suggested to me that he was keeping evil away from me because Nazis themselves were feared. I was perfectly safe and he was there to protect me.

The hat from yesterday returned too. This time it looked more pointed like a witches hat but this time the person under it was no longer there.

I could see a smiling baby being picked up repeatedly to be cradled.

The gift at the end of the meditation was a wooden box for my oracle cards. I get the feeling I should be using my box and cards more often!
I asked that any spirit watching over me protects and works with me tomorrow night when I'm ghost hunting at the spirit house.

Is Rosie helping Jasper?

Last night I heard the Tell Bell sound 3times. (It's a dog training bell so you know when they need to go out to loo. It looks and sounds like a bell you'd find on a reception desk)
I got out of bed to go down to Jasper but then it dawned on me. Jasper was in his cage in the living room at the front of the house and Tell Bell is by the door in the kitchen at the back of the house.

I thought I must have dreamt or imagined it but then I heard it again! I was lying in bed thinking I must be going mad and then Jasper started to bark because he needed to go outside.

Was Rosie ringing the bell for him??

Development Circle

Last night at development circle I picked up on lots of little things. A hospital visit at the start of the week, a perfume bottle that someone had rediscovered recently, a musical talent... All from people I'd never met before.

I'm still being prompted to take up Reiki but I don't feel ready yet. I have booked onto a course for Chair Massage in January so I'll see how I feel after that

Does it begin with R?

I was in the phone to someone who was trying to think of another lady's last name. For some reason I felt it began with "Ro" and had an "S" towards the end.

Turned out to be "Roberts"
Spooky!

The Six Week Silence

Ok, it's been six weeks since my last post. Here's why...

The first week I was in bed with a Fibromyalgia flare up. Nothing special there really. Once I was feeling better, (the second week) I went down stairs and saw my dog, Rosie (pic one & Two below), sitting in one of her favourite places, the hall. I looked again as I hadn't heard her walk over but she wasn't there, she was still in the living room. I saw her plain as day but she was in a completely different room.

I didn't think much of it until the end of that week when Rosie died unexpectedly from heart failure. Looking back on it, she was showing me she had a strong energy.

I was heartbroken and I had such a bad day that Sunday. All I wanted to do was hug her and tell her how much I loved her. I was distraught.

That night, I had the most wonderful dream. I was outside my room on the landing and Rosie was there. She was so excited to see me and she was kicking my face like she always did. Was so happy but there was a voice in the background gently saying "You know this is a dream, don't you" and I couldn't understand why she was there looking so well when she had died.
I woke up feeling much calmer about it. I know she has died but she's still with me.

The Third week was really tough. I'd decided I wanted another dog once Rosie had gone but I thought we'd have a few more years together before I would be in a position to think about it. That week was a mixture of grief and looking for dogs! Nothing could ever replace Rosie and I wouldn't want it to either but I just couldn't live without a dog, I still had so much love to give.
Most nights that week, before I went to sleep, I saw the face of puppy with a white face and black-tipped ears. I had seen so many photos of Shih Tzu puppies for sale but not one like that so I didn't know where it was coming from. That Friday night, I saw a picture of a puppy for sale. (pic three below) I knew instantly that this was the dog I had been seeing every night. We called the breeder in Southampton only to find out he was spoken for. I was gutted but ten mins later the breeder called back to say that the other person hadn't paid a deposit for him so if we collected him by 12pm the next day and paid in full, we could have him. It felt like a sign as we'd gotten Rosie in very similar way, she was rescued and her owners has a few hours to collect her or we'd rehome her. Who am I kidding? It was definitely a sign! We drove down to Southampton the following day and brought him home. His name is Jasper :oD

Two weeks whizzed by and then I was left alone with him for a whole week while my folks were away on holiday. The middle of that week, I got up in the night for the look and I saw my Rosie poke her head out from my parents' room. (One of her many sleeping places!) she looked around, looked at me, wagged her tail (I couldn't see but her whole body wagged when she wagged her tail) and then she went back into my folks' room.
It was amazing, I knew she was still around.

So almost another couple of weeks have flown by and that's it! Jasper's growing into a cutie and Rosie has been seen by people at Development Circle so she's still around in her own way too :o)

Ghost Hunt at The Spirit House

I went to The Spirit House in Evesham again last night and what a night it was! Plenty of action on the big table, the little table walked, one lady was tipped back on her chair, the Dr's bag went mental (pulsing and flying off the table), the table in the back room went up on one leg... It was a really good night and I'm so glad I was there for it!

Zambian Woman

Here's a drawing of the woman I saw earlier. I don't have a name for her yet but I'll keep asking